I’ve managed to cover quite a lot of ground without mentioning anorexia. I’ve sidestepped the key feature. Managed to avoid any serious discussion.
It’s been a bit of a pattern, this whole denial avoidance discomfort thing.
It’s an indication of how incredibly difficult and entangled it all is. It’s an indication of how exhausting and monotonous and ingrained it all becomes.
But there are things that need to be said and bits that I need to work out.
There’s a whole misunderstood epidemic out there that I seem to have got unintentionally caught up in.
And I’m really hoping that what I learnt was part of the reason.
Tags: Anorexia Nervosa
