I have found myself going back to read some of your older posts. I feel like you are taking them right out of my head. How do people have such similar experiences and thoughts? I feel as though with your wisdom and experience that maybe it could help me figure some things out. This post is definitely one of them. I feel ’somewhat ready’ to cange this, but I’ve found that I desperately want to hold onto a lot of the things that have come along with the ED. I have come to the realization – with the help of this post – that I think that I need to be completely ready to even start. I guess that’s the wrong attitude. I understand that it’s easier and more reachable if I go one step at a time, but I don’t know where to start.

Thank you sooo much for writing and lending some experience from someone that is in recovery…. letting go of the ED.
Afterglow